Bleeding.
Blood drips ever so slowly,
These scars become fresh wounds,
Stinging pain hurting me badly,
The blood flowed down to the ground,
The tub was filled up to its brim,
Boiling water scalded my broken skin,
Like cleaning my body from sin,
I drowned myself in my screams,
The bloodied water is drained away,
Air smelled like foul stench of decay,
Like a zombie finding his victim,
you came back,finding for me.
I was cowering against the wall,
My heartbeat was decreasing rapidly to null,
In your both hands was a dagger and a heart,
You came back again,to rip my heart apart.
A dream come true,it feels,
Another fairytale unveils,
Like a damsel and her knight,
Stood under the lustrous moonlight,
They saved each other ,
from their worlds of melancholia,
To each other,they're their own saviours.
With sworned love of eternity,
This one fairytale turns to reality.
Paranoia.
It fills and kills my brain.
Slowly, by the minute,
Doubtful thoughts in constant refrain,
Played and replayed again in my head.
It leaves me trembling in fear,
With eyes shedding tears,
"Shut me down,shut me away,
Make it stop,make it go away."
I pleaded with my heart,
This paranoia devours me,
eating every single part,
no mercy given upon my pleading knees.
It turns my dreams,
into painful,dreadful nightmares,
silencing my screams,
No one's helping,no one cares..
Silence.
Scorching sun burns through,
the windows of my dim room,
Drawn-down curtains,
hide me away in gloom,
Behind locked doors,
They know nothing,
Deceiving facade,
My heart is bursting,
Mixed emotions,
dwelled on me,
Conclusions assumed,
In my mind constantly,
Loss for words,
my mouth sewn shut,
Adoring eyes glazed,
Succumbed to depressing thoughts.
Silence.
Scorching sun burns through,
the windows of my dim room,
Drawn-down curtains,
hide me away in gloom,
Behind locked doors,
They know nothing,
Deceiving facade,
My heart is bursting,
Mixed emotions,
dwelled on me,
Conclusions assumed,
In my mind constantly,
Loss for words,
my mouth sewn shut,
Adoring eyes glazed,
Succumbed to depressing thoughts.